OK it came way too fast! Bonnie is already 6 weeks old! Where did the time go? "She is soo adorable." (I love it when Khora says it.) This week she started cooing more and also gave me some smiles. She's been getting those cute little rolls in her legs and arms and is also sporting a double chin. Isaac says that she has chubby cheeks. It makes me laugh when Afton will hand her back to me and say, "she's so heavy!" She seams to have grown out of her fussy time at night as well as stretching her outfits to their limit. I think she's going to be tall. So, she's doing great!!We went to church today with our ward for the first time. I survived! Our family has graduated to a big bench now. We had to give Jacob lots of advanced warning that this would happen because he doesn't like change.
Physically, aside from the extra pounds I'm hanging on to, I'm doing great. Emotionally, it's another story.Yesterday I went on a little shopping spree for a few shirts and things and that helped a bit. It's a day to day thing. "Only the squeaky wheel gets oiled", and somedays I feel like I'm living with just my head above of water. I heard some time ago that after 3 kids you can handle 10, but today that feels like such a lie! And it's not the baby, it's the other children. I asked Dennis if I went through this when the other children came and he said yes, every time, so I'm sure I'll adjust . . eventually. Having older children does help some days. I don't think I'd get anything done without them really.





